I don't even know where to start..

It seems that..sigh..

Maybe its true that i deserve to be treated this way..

Deserve to be scold like how sunt told me this evening..

Its my fault and i deserve all this..

So i need to stop weeping and actually start accepting that i am fucked up and deserve to be treated and to be scold like this..

Coretan Jiwa

Mendung langit membawa duka
Hembusan angin dingin dan sepi
Siapa mengerti resah didada
Makin lama makin menyeksa..

Kata orang pasir setia
Badai menghempas tetap bertahan
Namun aku manusia biasa
Tetap terguris tetap terluka..

Andai putus bercerai kasih..
Mampukah jiwa terus bertahan..

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Setelah sekian lama tiada ku mencoret
Setelah berabad lama tiada puisi mampu aku senandungkan..

Entah mengapa tika ini..
Hati sayu mengenang si dia..

Benar dia sentiasa bersama
Namun entah mengapa rindu teguh mencengkam..

Saban hari makin menyesak..
Lemas dalam lautan cinta..

Mungkinkah ada insan mengerti..
Memahami betapa aku mencintai..

Sesungguhnya aku memerlukan dia..
Untuk terus lewati hari2 mendatang..

Gusar memikirkan kemungkinan nan satu..

No title needed.

Its sucks when you wanna write and lay everything on the table but then you just can't..

For people are watching..

Eager to know the hidden secrets..

Scavenging for tiniest details..

Sigh...

I miss my old blog..
Where nobody reads,stalking,scavenging and makes fun out of it..
And i free to express to scream anything till my heart contend..