Dearest Mum of Mine

People always says that Mum are the best .

Always think that Mum are the finest human being in this whole wide world .

Yeah yeah yeah ..
Put all the blames on those poor innocent kid.

Push them to their limits where they end up slitting their very own artery.

that is what you hoping for right??

Typical Malay ,
bark loud as thunder
and run when been asked to act.

Stupid Idiotic Mind Set.

behind every rebellious child,
there's always a catalyst.
person, tragedy that trigger and cut lose all those demonic behaviour.

we didn't do anything for no reason.

ran amuk .
crying .
attempting suicides .
being a black sheep in family .

we didn't do all this absurd act for nothing.
we did it as a symbol.
perhaps an act to ease the throbbing pain inside.

you don't find people slitting their wrist their arms in the name of fun.

despise when people advise me to obey and respect my mum since she the one who gave birth to me and taking care of me.

and said,
whatever your mum did,
asshole attitude she had,
and tho she did multiple
well hundred of bad nasty stuff,
i still NEED to obey her.
coz she's my MOTHER.

go fuck your mother ass bitches!

come to me.

I'll insult you.
I'll beat the hell outta you.
shout and scream my throat up.
fuck dozens of bullshit guys.
crush your soul
and yes honey,
I'll make your life a living hell.

and then
I'll ask you.
to respect me.
to forgive me.
to love me like you did before
i pull this fucking act.

do you like it girl?
do you enjoy watching your life crumble?
do you love seeing me behaving this way?
do you??

listen here asshole bitch.

YOU don't lived my fucking life.

so stop becoming miss know it all.

bitch.