Vice Versa

After I got this one bitch slap .

I started to remember .

Who i was back then .
What i really like .
My attitude and stuff .

My first year wasn't really pleasant since i got this fucked up housemate .

Cultural shock .

Staying out late .
Hang out with guys .
Karaoke and stuff .

Drinking .

Things that i couldn't do when I've stuck with my mom .

I get to explore new kind of life .
A whole new world .
And i like it .

Not so long i started to realise .
This teenage life wasn't so beautiful after all .

My so called group of bbf started to fall apart .
And I've decided to back off .

Since then ,
Its me , lappy and headphones .
I'm talking about serious number of headphones .

My favourite ??
The one with killer bass sound .

Day after day
I've becoming a depress and non social girl and somehow my attitude had annoyed my classmates .

My silences
My so weird attitude of hating being friend with everyone
doesn't stop
my so called bitch friend Neeshajeet Kaur
To terrorize my life with her asshole mouth .
Telling lies after lies .
She never stop .
Badmouthing me until our very last semester .
Where i went crazy and run amuk after knowing the truth that
she's behind all those asshole stories .
Stories how terrible person i am .
Shit.

Semester 6 are my most enjoyable semester .
Classmates started to talk to me after they knew how asshole Neesha is .

Table turned for me and for her .

Having TingTing , Mimi , and Paie
Teach me alot .

I learned to see things from different prospective .
Learned that life are too valuable too beautiful to be wasted off .

I started to smile .
To laugh .

And I've being appointed as one of twelve mentor in class due to my excellent gpa .
And guess who my mentee was??
Its my old bff Ayu and Neesha for God sake haha

A perfect revenged .

But i wasn't that cruel .
I've been trying to help her but she refused and making our classmates hate her more and more .
They even discarding her from any event after they find out she been fucking with her bestfriend Jay .

I managed to mentor Ayu well enough since her grades started to increase .
Especially in cardiac stuff .

When LJM date is finally sets .

My room has turned to study room for me my mentee and Paie .
One of most beautiful memory i ever had .

How glad i am .
To had this wonderful chance to explore world outside Kelantan .

To become someone not as typical as Kelantanese people .
Narrow minded and attitude problem .

Oh God .
I miss all those moment .
I miss the girl i used to be .

The girl that free and happy .

The girl I've once become .