My Used To Be Happy Place

Its been a while..
Since i last visited this blog of mine..
Place where i used to feel happy and free..
But not now i guess..
I've gotten myself few ssilent reader who secretly read my post and criticised me on whatever path i choose in life..

Sigh..

Well.. I know that my life aren't as perfect as yours..

And i was not been equipped with agama as perfectly as you..

I know i stumble a lot and constantly choose the wrong path in life which then lead me to this agonizing chapter..

I know perhaps it look silly..
Stupid..
But then,people do have their own way to at least try to erased the pain away..

Sigh..

I don't know what the heck is I'm talking..
Thing is, just wanna say that this blog aren't the place where i can simply rant on like i used to..
There's people watching..
And waiting for me to do something stupid and criticised me..

Its not save because this blog used to be the only place where i can freely be myself and not thinking bout others perception towards me..

Sigh..

Is it true there's people stalking or..
It just me too paranoid..