You Choose To Fight Alone

its hard at first.
to digest all those information.
information on your past that i never know before.
one that you've been hiding from me.

i never understand the fight that you've been talking about.
never knew the silent screams that you've been mentioning about.
and now i know.. i understand how pain you are in..
and i truly sorry for all the pain that I've been causing you this several month..

i want to know more..
to understand you better..
for at least i could stop hurting you with my word my act since i couldn't understand..

abang..
i'll never going to leave you..
coz you never bailed and left me whenever i been such a pain in the ass..
i love you for who you are..
i never in love with the perfect person you've been parading in front of me all this while..

your laugh.. your smile..

i could see tears behind it..
i could feels sorrow inside it..

i love you abang.. and always will..