Liability

People.
Wouldn't understand how devastated we were.
And how much agony we are in.

People.
Judge.
Say bad and nasty things to us.
For them perceive life according to their mindset without taking our condition into consideration.

I.
Withhold my dignity.
For it's the only thing that i can hold on to prove to the world that I'm worthy and have the same right to live and share this abrupt world no matter how pathetic i am.

I never meant.
To become anybody liability.
Refuse to become anyone liability.
And i choose to suffer instead of begging asking people to help and ease my burden.

I.
Always stand alone.
To stand for my right and live the world with my own mindset instead of following others to please them.

I've been living my whole life with the fact that I'm a nuisance,
A pain in the ass bitch who troubles others who dare to walk in to my life.

I just need someone.somebody.
To prove that my mum was wrong bout me.
Bout the fact that i troubles others.

I just need someone.
Who is there for me and say everything will be okay.

I don't need money.
I don't need anything.
Never ask for any kind of assistance.

I just need assurance.
Affirmation that i deserve to feel proud of who i am.
And deserve to share this world with others though I'm a bitch.

I was hoping for you.
To give me assurance and
Rest assured my worn out soul that i have the same right to live this life as much as others.

But sadly.
I've learned.
That i am a pathetic worthless pain in the ass bitch who troubles others that dare to walk in to my pathetic miscreants life.