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Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Ai Ren

" you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams "

Its finally happen..

The pain,
though its still there.
Somewhere..
Aching dully from this new healed heart..

My mask,
Torn to pieces by him. Solely.
Naked às he know every single details and lucky me.
He never judges. Never bail.

My so called titanium wall,
Crumble.
What is left from it are dust.
Hearsay that it used to exist.
Back then,
when I stumble in my deepest depression..

Midnight Sun.

Blue Moon.

Miracle.
As he define this beautiful love of ours.

He's my midnight sun.
Shine brightly when I needed him the most.
Ray of light
As I walked through this empty
pitch dark hole of mine.
Warm me
When everything chilling and slowly kill me with this coldness.

Blue Moon.
As I waited years for him.
To finally become mine.
To love me for who I am when nobody care less to at least ask instead of judging and gave numerous number of advises.
Useless one.

Miracle.
When we meet.
Out of million people in there.
To fall madly in love
when we promised that we'll never fall for each other no matter what happen.
To share even the tiniest detail and care less how petty it is.

One and only.
Who able to pinned me down.

One who single handedly crushed my wall to pieces.

Who capable of removing my forever wear mask.

Dear..

I love you.
I always will.
I'll wait for you
and be there for you no matter what will happen.
I won't bail and leave you.

" and i can't accept and live with any means of separation "

I just can't..

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Soul Counterpoint

its been a while since i last wrote here.
something has struck and injured my heart. badly.
happened and literally kill my worn out soul.

took almost a month for me.
to realise that she can read all this fucked up life of mine.

say all kind of bullshit to me.
call me raccoon and stuff.
comment.
condemn.
but its her who i pity the most.

pathetic. stupid.
for failing to make use of god given gift.
brain and eyes.

brain for couldn't understand reason behind my so called stupid act.

and eyes for couldn't see how much pain i'm in.
bleeding all over and still managed to walk in this corrupted condemned world of ours.

despite all this entangled pain that i'm constantly in.

i do smile. laugh.

too ego to cry in front of others.

but still
i can't stop this aching heart.
for i couldn't let my past go.
i'm used to it.
*sigh..

till..

god graciously lend me His angel.

angel on earth.

lend me an angel.

so i can breath.

smile with my heart.

and ease my throbbing pain.

my midnight sun..

but then...

Monday, August 5, 2013

" Tong Hua ( Fairytale ) "

Wang le you duo jiu
Zai mei ting dao ni
Dui wo shuo ni
zui ai de gu shi

Wo xiang le hen jiu
Wo kai shi huang le
Shi bu shi wo you
zuo cuo le shen me

Ni ku zhe dui wo shuo
Tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
Wo bu ke neng
shi ni de wang zi

Ye xu ni bu hui dong
Cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Wo de tian kong
xing xing dou liang le

Wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men
hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men
hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Wo hui bian cheng
tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni

Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men
hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju

Yi qi xie wo men de jie ju