Ai Ren

" you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams "

Its finally happen..

The pain,
though its still there.
Somewhere..
Aching dully from this new healed heart..

My mask,
Torn to pieces by him. Solely.
Naked às he know every single details and lucky me.
He never judges. Never bail.

My so called titanium wall,
Crumble.
What is left from it are dust.
Hearsay that it used to exist.
Back then,
when I stumble in my deepest depression..

Midnight Sun.

Blue Moon.

Miracle.
As he define this beautiful love of ours.

He's my midnight sun.
Shine brightly when I needed him the most.
Ray of light
As I walked through this empty
pitch dark hole of mine.
Warm me
When everything chilling and slowly kill me with this coldness.

Blue Moon.
As I waited years for him.
To finally become mine.
To love me for who I am when nobody care less to at least ask instead of judging and gave numerous number of advises.
Useless one.

Miracle.
When we meet.
Out of million people in there.
To fall madly in love
when we promised that we'll never fall for each other no matter what happen.
To share even the tiniest detail and care less how petty it is.

One and only.
Who able to pinned me down.

One who single handedly crushed my wall to pieces.

Who capable of removing my forever wear mask.

Dear..

I love you.
I always will.
I'll wait for you
and be there for you no matter what will happen.
I won't bail and leave you.

" and i can't accept and live with any means of separation "

I just can't..