Beneath the Surface

ikatan antara kami
entahlah..
sukar untuk aku jelaskan..
hanya aku dan dia yang lebih mengerti..

sayang yang berputik
kami sembunyikan disebalik penafian yang kami takkan jatuh cinta pada satu sama lain..

mekar
menjadi cinta yang terindah dalam hidupku..

insan yang melihat takkan mengerti..
takkan mampu untuk fahami..
kami
tied in bundled of rope and only death that could set us free from this tangled love of ours..

they ask me,
tons of questions..

how i meet him..
where did he lived..
how old is he..
what he do for living..
how on earth that this kind of guy fall for me..
is he really love me..
does he really loyal to me since its a long distance relationship..

and the worst is,
saying entah2 dia ada perempuan lain kat sana and aku cuma sparepart..

some do ask me,
if they can have him
or have sex with him..
god..
some people can be asshole sometimes..

and i had to lock my phone..
secured it with password..
who knows,
sejarah lama berulang kembali..

sometimes,
i do wonder..

does appearance really that important?
matter most instead of love..

I've been searching for a guy..
who has brain.
smarter than i am and could at least improve my English haha..

teach me and guide me
coz i'm that girl..
girl that constantly lost and stumble in life..

i need someone
who are strong enough to pinned me down..
to hold me coz i'm so not easy to be tame down..

i'm that kind of girl.

rebellious. stone hard.
sometimes cold and icy.

and its proven.

even him,
strongest guy i ever meet.
had enough with me.
my butt hurt attitude.

well..
what i am trying to say is..
appearance,good looking,handsome aren't something that i crave for..

its more than enough if he could at least hold me and help me to stand whenever i stumble
(which constantly happen)
and yes..
to love me undefined irrevocably..

and yes,
good looking tu,
is an advantage, bonus.
its like a red saucy cherry on top of deliciously heart warning chocolate cupcake ^_^

tapi tak admit pun depan dia
takut nanti dia perasan..
hahahaha!!!! (gelak jahat)

selalu cakap dia tak comel,
tak handsome,
padahal malam2 siap mengigau bagai lagi..
*angau punya pasal*

*drooling*

Damm! hahahaha..

thing is,
love is ain't about how handsome he is..
how perfect he is..
or he rich he are..

love is when..
we both perfected each other flaws with our imperfections and together, create a perfect love that last a life time..

and love is when..
we keep on hurting each other and still couldn't live without one another..

i love you. always. forever.