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Friday, November 22, 2013

unfulfilled wish

annoying. nuisance. irritating.

yes i know.
how pain in the ass i can be sometimes.

i irritate him.
by forcing him to come and meet me though i know he wasn't ready.

terasa hati. sedih.
Tuhan jelah yang tahu.

if he dare enough to meet everyone,
to even set up bundles of blind date before,
and even meet miss perfect lah
miss sweety pie lah,
why can't he meet me?

i wasn't after for his money,
or force him to treat me stuff
or to pay for anything.

i just want him. sigh.

am i that ugly? that hideous?
too gross till he giving me tons of excuse.. :'(

and now..
i can't meet him.
no,i refuse to meet him anymore.

can't meet him in this kind of condition.

with my hair severely gugur and how much pain i'm in right now and suffer from constant headache.
how can i meet him when i need to depend on pain killer to live my day less painful.

sigh.
nowadays, my eyes betrays me.
i can't even see clearly anymore.

i just hope.

I'll live to see him become someone he always wanted.

survive the day to at least see him successfully rise from his fallen life.

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