A LoVe

love ..
had found one .
still.
never knew how long it will last.
love him?
maybe .
to early to say anything.
so far?
he's cool.
never went far out from he should.
starting to miss him.
I Love You?
never said yet.
why??
waiting for him to say it first. ngee.. (^_^)
happy???
naah.. but delighted.
bubble of love filling me up. :D
conclusion ??
happy to know him and happy to accept him.
hoping to find a path for us to be together forever.
hoping he is my soul recognition.
may life will always be this way.
rainbows.. warm and smile will continue become part of my life.
never wanted to be sad again.
it's hurt.
wish me (^_^)
assalammualaikum ..

Tiada duka yang abadi

Tiada duka yang abadi didunia
Tiada sepi merantaimu selamanya
Malam ‘kan berakhir, hari ‘kan berganti
Takdir hidup ‘kan dijalani

Tangis dan tawa nyanyian yang mengiring
Hati yang rindukan cinta dijalan-Mu
Namun ku percaya hati meyakini
Semua akan indah pada akhirnya

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Waktu berputar rebulan dan matahari
Bunga yang mekar akan layu akan mati
Malam ‘kan berakhir, hari ‘kan berganti
Takdir hidup ‘kan dijalani

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Jatuh

things has started to shattered ..
piece by piece ..
it's hurt ..

can't think whether i could went through this again ..
i;ve acted as if i was so strong ..
but deep inside i'm so fragile ..
vulnerable ..
felt wanted to cry ..
screamed ..
but still ..
things won't change ..
it stays that way ..

it was destined i guess ..
destined that i will be depress and sorrow ..
eternity ..

aku tak kuat ..
tolonglah aku ...
berhenti ..
aku dah terlalu sakit ..
sakit sangat ...
tolong berhenti ..
tolonglah ...

POsItIP!!!

hakhak ..
ramai yang takojot dgn perubahan mendadak aku neh! kihkihkih (perasan pulak)
tade la ...
aku try ubah cket2 jer ..
contoh???
aku start loosen up a bit .. tade nak rebut2 dok seat depan
tade kelam kabut nak turun awai ..
masalah pun aku malas sgt nak fikir ..
just go with the flow ..
akibatnya?? asaimen aku ke laut hahaha ..

being positive is the best ..
doesn't make you work up too much
most important you can avoid from being to stress up .

though problems can't stand to be apart from me .
even my disease start to become worse day by day
still i refuse to think about it.
if it was destined for me to die,
guess i die with pure happiness when knowing i've become the person that i wanted to be all along ..
except for my weight off course! huhu ..

though there isn't anyone who read my blog or even follow my blog,
guess it's not a pin point for me to stop blogging right?
blog is the only and most safest place for me to lay down my feeling my problems ..

anyhow ..

life is better when we see it better .
assalammualaikum.