Lonely Quiz

Just now, due to boredom.
I took a lonely quiz where they can measure how lonely we are.
Guess what my marks is??
Well..
I score 35 in that bloody quiz and into extreme loneliness group.
Yeay!! Happy me!!
To be honest,
Yeah I admit that my life is getting boring and boring.
I got no one to talk to
No one to seek comfort
My one and only bff is currently busy with his new life.
And yeah..he has changed.
He still same but different shades of same..
I guess he met new people
Mingle with a whole new different group of human being.
The type that i hate the most.
What can i say..
Its his choice.
And my so called brother has bless me with utmost pain ever..
Truth is my salary has been cut down by 1k which left me with 1k to survive for my next payday.
And by the time i paid the rent and his money that i owe,
I'll left with 50bucks.
I wouldn't be able to pay the utilities bills or even afford myself a taxi ride at night since i don't own a car.
So every morning i walk for few kilometers and same goes every night..
And after he's been so adamant bout me paying him up,
I give up and gave the money and also the pepper spray he bought.
I never begged since I enjoy being an egoistic human being but when i begged,it means that its my last resolution.
I don't even know how to explain how broken i am because of him.
He talk to me like i refuse to pay his money up and make me feels like a beggar. A pest.
Eversince then,
I didn't text him nor reply to his text.
There's nothing left to be said anymore.
And yeah..
Here i am. Alone.