He's gone. For good.
Nobody knows.
Not a single soul.
He.. sigh..
I've been trying..
As much as i can..
To forget him..
To let him go.
To smile.. To laugh..
To live happily..
To.. To deny how essential he is to me..
Sigh..
I failed miserably..
Every songs remind me of him..
Everything..
Even my beautiful baby remind me of him..
Remembering how much i love his voice..his laughter..
his giggles..his stupid joke..
messing around with my head..
his clingyness..
Changing stupid pictures..
Sharing every details even the tiniest one..
Sigh..
I miss being myself with him..
Feel and say anything..
Share everything..
Without drowning myself in insecurities..
I miss pranking.. seducing him..
Free as the wind..
I miss you.. a lot..
I feel like.. half of my soul gone..
Leaving me with huge empty pitch black hole..
You.. lit my world like no other can..
And now..
I'm left with nothing..
Empty.. and lost..
