can't think perfect title for this entry :(

just a simple curiosity whether should i work out this relationship or should i just let it go?

he was sort of blaming me for did not have courage to go through but that doesn't mean that i didn't love him!

i love him! i need him but i can't sort out who are you really are. i never meet someone who can live by didn't msg neither call their love one more than one day. he's the only one who managed to survive and it give me a weird ackward feeling that he did not love me at all.

so, i bet all the girls would feel the same right?

just put yourself in my shoes, not even one day your lover didn't called or msg, you would pissed off and maybe break off ..

i regret when ending up our relationship because i wanted to give him another chance to make and start to act like we were lover, couple..

it was a big decision and i screwed up by using my heart instead of my brain judging and decided that we need to end this thing without realizing the fact that I Love Him ..

all this while, though he rarely contacted me and rarely there for me when I'm in deepest moment of my life but i was happy living in my own world and knowing i have someone out there ..

someone who i love and i care ..

someone who i truly miss ..

it kind of hard to explain but yup.. 

people who are in love are blind.

what should i do?

console him or just let him go ..

or try to talk to him again tonight??

give3 him chance that he suppose to get and give myself moment to know him better ..