guest what?
almost 14 days since last i wrote in definitely there's so much thing happened in my miserable life .
yup, me and my condemned hell life .
I've lost two of my friend. friend???? huh! more like pig actually.
but still my life is getting better and finally i get serenity and there are no stupid fucking gossip that linger in my life anymore.
just my debt with college that need to be settle if i want to continue studying here but its okay, though i have to quit and waste my almost three years time, i satisfied that i tried my best to complete and Allah has decided i wasn't meant here and my time here has finished.

anyway, i have to thank NurSyamimi Aina for changing my mind setting that nearly killing me.
she's the one who always use harsh word toward me but at the same time make me realize how silly and stupid i am on dealing with problem and stress out myself..
thanks to her also, finally i could breath easily in this chaotic life as a student who always facing problem especially with classmates ..
though sometime i sort of offended by her attitude but i keep saying to myself that it was me who over sensitivity and i tried to ignore all negative thought and feeling toward her coz she meant a lot to me..
she'll never know how deep is her impact toward me and my life and she never know how important she was to me.. though i was not count as one of her besties but i certain that she will always be my dearest friend ever.. time will part us apart and maybe just maybe i will never meet her as we graduating and has our own life still my memory to her will never fade .. my life, my perspective, my perception has change totally due to her and it was the most nicest thing that people ever done to me ..
20years living in hell and here she, the first person ever who made me see world in other positive perspective .. all this while, people always condemned and create gossip and killing my soul till it make me felt that my life is a mistake and i wish that i was never been born ..
i used to shed tears as i can't bear to live in this world for another day but now, i shed tears coz Allah has send me an angel to guide me and Allah has send her to protect me ..
i hope she'll never read this entry coz of sort of embarrassing if she find out .. (^.^)
she's an angel and i was one of the lucky person to meet an angel on earth ..

this is Miss Froggy Vampire