Meet and fall in love with someone who wasn't destined for us is really not a way to know love and definitely not a way to appreciate someone later on ..

regardless whether i went through or just a teenage mind setting only.

in and out of love had make me realize that there's no eternal love in this world and chances for us to meet with our true love is as hard as finding diamond in the sea of glass .

as i trying to find my way my identity in this chaotic world ,
i found myself stumble as i begin to walk .
" it's hurt!! "
but again i had to move on .
i can't let myself torn away though how agony i am .

life can't be live if we let our self whining and crying for how loser we are .
silence killer!!!

though there's nobody going to read my blog but still blog are the only place that was safe enough to tell anything. friends are no longer honest. parents wouldn't understand. boyfriend??? fuck those guys out!