Affection

A weak girl desperately need for love..

A lonely girl waited to end her cry..

A broken girl searching for a beam of happiness..

I just need a modest love
To feel how its like to be love
To be wanted
To be precious

But i failed..
How will a man love me.
I'm dirty. Repulsive human being.

How i ever believe someone will love me when my own mother despise me and my father refused to admit i'm his daughter.

Oh God.

I can't stand this pain.
Its eating me
Inside out..

Oh God.

Help me.
Help me to be strong enough
To accept the fact that i didn't deserve to be love
The truth that i need to lived this life alone.

Amalia.
Please realised that you're a bitch.
Please realised that everyone disgusted with you.
Please realised that you're useless.
Priceless.

I am a bitch.