Annoyed

age and education
does play an important role
in shaping person's attitude.
but then,
experience in life also essential to help people develop their conscience.

well,
there's this one girl,
in her nineteenth.
a maid in my uncle's house.
she's so childish.
easily ticked off.
FAT. i mean like really really fat.
lazy and cocky.
as far as i know,
she's the exact blueprint of my mum but in younger version.
i can't understand,
what is in her mind,
how did she see life.
she's too cocky to be told what her mistake was.
too childish to understand real life challenge and bumpy road.
kasar. yes,teramat.
everytime she did house chores,
she make this loud sound as if she's smashing stuff.
and its annoying.

she's different.

she's ..
well ..
she's dumb. stupid.

doesn't even know what " B "
means.
and i literally had to teach her everything.
and what make thing worst,
she hate my mom. a lot!
and i been sucked deep in both of their anger and hatred.
and i dislike both of them.
irritating.
not type of person i like to hang and chat with.

and yeah,
she's jealous of me.
wechatting with my friend.
and even tried to read my message.
and somehow if i didn't chat with him,
she'll ask whether i got into fight with him.
oh for god sake!
so damm stupid.

hello..
you're the one with lover and all those bullshit stuff.
there's no fucking reason for you to feel jealous.
i didn't have anyone to call sayang baby whatsoever.
i didn't have someone to comfort me but i'm contented with my simple plain life.

i hope she stop eating four plates per day.
been drinking all those cold icy and sweet drinks.