Away

i wanted to go somewhere.
far enough from this agony world.

so far away from all this tormented feeling of mine.

to be in a world where there's only me and me alone.
so there will be no one bold enough to bleed me out.

i just want to run away.
save myself from melting with agony.
drown my soul in this devastated moment.
where time stop in most happy memoir.
no tears and certainly no broken heart.

am standing here.
witnessing people hustle.
in their attempt to outrun
themselves .
forgetting essential point
that once matter most.
dearest to their cold ice heart.

drifting away.
as far as i could.
so won't be any blade that set back at my fragile heart.
so there's no one
eating my soul while i see it from afar.

far and away
where nobody could ever found me.
high above where no one could ever reach me and tore me apart.
where none could ever listen to my silent scream when my soul crumble and beat the last .