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miss my cats.
a lot.

miss taking care of them.

rindu nak peluk.

rindu their eyes bila
dorang tengok aku menangis.

rindu jahitkan bundle of bantal peluk for them.

rindu bangun pukul5pg semata2 nak suapkan susu pada babies
and lap dorang dengan baby wipes.

rindu pada kehangatan dorang,
kemanjaan dorang tiap2 malam sebelum tidur.

rindu pada how they wake me up tiap2 pagi.

rindu shopping for their toys every end of week.

rindu mandikan dorang and dorang merajuk coz aku basahkan dorang.

the only life form who truly care and love me in their own way.

the only who stay and comfort me though they can't talk when i cried.

i miss to be loved.
a sincere love.

i miss to have someone who lend me their shoulder whenever i need to.

i just need..
a hand to hold on forever.
a relationship that will last eternity.
a soul my soulmate.
a man i called mine.

guess,
i'm not in lucky list.
to have someone to love me.

am in the forever alone list.