Tempestuous Bitch

rasa bersalah.
betapa kami menyusahkan semua orang.

just want to go away.
and stop messing other people life around.

her temper caused damage not only to me but also to person who surround us.

told her,
to taper down.
to stop expecting other to listen to her.
to stop wanting other to do thing in her way.

didn't she realise?
the reason why family refuse to help us in the first place.

her attitude her whining
her complaining her temper.
create a distance not just with her family but also with me,
her flesh and blood.

just argued with so called bibik.
shouting and yelling.
its not a good scenario for growing up kid.
i know what its like,
to live in those kind of house,
those kind of situation.
mutilated on the inside
and no one bother to know about it.

so stressed up.
things are falling apart.
with my nose bleed constantly
and am running out of pain killer.

kill me please..
for i couldn't handle,
endure this so much pain throbbing my heart out.

my life is a living nightmare.

just when i thought my life was coming all together,
i realized it was just starting to fall apart..